Medyo tumaba ata ako simula nung tinanggalan ako ng braces nung Sunday. Agree ka?
Been spending my time with this guy and I’m both happy and sad that we’re friends. We like each other. We’re just friends. He’s in a relationship. Havin’ the right feelings at the wrong time. Fuck the feels and the vibes.
I just want a guy who will love me endlessly. That guy who is brave enough to tell me honestly what he thinks about me. A guy brave enough to tell me what he really feels. I just want a guy who will see me as who I really am but will still love me in the best way he could. I want a guy who will treasure me like I’m the most precious jewel ever. I want a guy who will protect me and who will take a good care of me as if like I’m the most fragile glass.
I just want a guy who will be proud to have me. I want someone who isn’t afraid to tell the world how much I mean to him. I want a guy who can see my flaws but still love me. I want someone who knows how imperfect I am and how often I commit sins and mistakes but still for him, I’m perfect.
A fan narration of Augustus Waters’s letter to Peter Van Houten.
“I love being straightforward. Dangerously straightfoward, actually. I like sending risky text messages and turning up at someone’s house spontaneously. I like telling people that I love them and that they’re magical and that I’m really glad they exist. I love being honest, in the moment, when it’s there right in front of you. Because there will come a time when it’s not. And that’s weird and scary, but it’s the truth. It’s so important to let people know how you feel when you feel it, because nothing in life is certain. They might not always be around so you have to say what you need to when you can. There is nothing more beautiful than being desperate, and there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care. We’re not in control of everything that happens, but we are in control of what can happen before it’s too late.”
Feelin’ Infinite 51/365 - 55/365
February 20, 2014
- Someone woke me up at 4AM just to remind me to take my medicines on time.
- Pumasok ako tapos umalis din ako ng school after ng Spanish class.
- First time kong nag-enjoy sa class ni Sir Marquez.
- Nanood kami ng Pompeii ni Wency.
- Sobrang ganda nung movie.
- May nakita pa kaming multo sa Department Store.
- Nakasama din namin si Jules saglit tapos deretso uwi na sila.
- Nakipagkita pa ‘ko kay Kristea at nag-Roofdeck kami.
- Feeling walang sakit e ‘no?
- Third time ko kumanta in public and pangalawang beses na si Kristea ang reason.
February 21, 2014
- "Good morning sunshine!"
- First time mag-Ragged Look sa school.
- After ng classes tumambay muna saglit.
- Tinulungan ko din si Camy na hanapin yung boyfriend niya.
- Pumunta ng Batangas to party with MMA family!
- And first time kong makita na sobrang galit yung best friend ko.
- Ngayon na lang ako ulit umuwi ng lasing na lalaki yung kasabay.
- Nakakatawa pa dahil hindi ako lasing.
- And nagpasundo ako kay Xander sa Balibago dahil masama na naman yung pakiramdam ko.
February 22, 2014
- Exam ngayon sa Ethics at sabaw na sabaw ako dahil 94 slides yung reviewer namin.
- Kulang na kulang ako sa tulog kaya nakatunganga lang ako sa exam slides namin.
- Nagtapon pa kami ng 25 points dahil ‘di kami pumasok nung day after ng CAS Night.
- Manonood sana kami ng Trilogy ni Kristea kaso tinamad din kaming dalawa kaya pumunta na lang kami sa Mariquita.
- Met new guy friends again!
- 5AM na naman ako nakauwi.
February 23, 2014
- Since it’s Sunday natulog ako buong araw and kumain lang ng kumain.
- Gabi na ‘ko naligo at kumilos.
- Nagkita kami ni Rendell tapos tumambay sa kanila.
- Dumating naman sila Kurt, Kenny at Joren kaya malamang nag-inom na naman.
- Puro kalokohan na naman yung mga baliw.
- Hinatid ako pauwi dahil 3AM na.
February 24, 2013
- Late kami ni Chelyne sa PeliKultura tapos ‘di pa kami pumasok ng 1PM class namin.
- Boring yung “Ang Paglalakbay ng mga Bituin sa Gabing Madilm” kaya nag-tweet lang ako forever.
- Hindi kami tuloy sa Batangas kaya gumawa ako ng trip.
- Nakipagkita ako kay Mikee tapos pinasunod namin si Alla.
- Pumunta kami kila Rendell tapos alam na!
- Sumunod naman si Faye tapos yung ex-boyfriend niya din na pinsan ni Rendell.
- Met new friends na naman and I had fun kahit nag-away kami ni Rendell.
- Hinatid niya ‘ko pauwi.